>I hate making decisions. I think this stems from insecurity. I’m afraid that my decision won’t be the best one, or that whoever I’m making the decision with won’t like what I’ve decided.
Right now I have to make two very difficult decisions, one to do with my personal life and one to do with my professional life.
I really wish I had a crystal ball that would tell me which option is better.
For the professional decision, I would really like to make a list of pros and cons. But the problem is, I am lacking A LOT of information about one of the options, and the person who can give me this information is on vacation until Monday. And she’s a very scatter-brained and busy person who will probably not answer her phone or her e-mail. I’m going to have to insist that she does, or just not take that option I guess, even though the compensation is quite a bit higher than option number two.
Regarding my personal life decision, I think I’m pretty much decided. It’s probably one of the most difficult decisions I’ve ever made in my life, but I think it’s the right one. Hopefully all those involved will understand.
Sorry to be so vague. But this is the internet.